It Scares Me So I Conquer It.

In this episode Sascha and I attempt to address grief head on. We do our best to gaze right at the huge swirling everything of her, and more or less fail. We do manage to talk about pooping in the woods, burying my mother, FedEx-ed cremains and how it feels to want help that isn't readily for sale. 

In the end we realize our work is to be afraid, small, and together; neither conquered nor conqueror.